yukimiyazawa Member

this.

anorexia. not exactly recovering, though. add me if you wish. it's nice to have friends on here who understand.

This this this.

i'd always just work my calories around a full bag of proper, buttered popcorn (250 calories) every day. it helped me stay on track, because i love it so much.

Constantly. All day, every day.

this.

i used to have the biggest problem with binging at night. i still do sometimes. i do good throughout the day while i'm busy, at work, etc, but when i get home i want to stuff my face. XD now, instead of eating snacks, i'll drink a cup of sugar free french vanilla Maxwell House cappuccino. it's only 30 calories per cup,…

I lol'd.

I'm sure most people struggling with anorexia, bulimia, or any other eating disorder would love to live "a healthy life with a healthy relationship with food." It's not a choice. It's a disease. I'm starting to think that people believe there's some magic on and off switch for individuals with eating disorders. You can't…

Hi there~ :3 My name is Kendal. I'm a 21-year-old college student, originally from Ohio, but currently residing in Kentucky. I've had disordered eating habits since I was about 17, but only in the past year have things become much more extreme. During the summer, my weight plummeted into the "underweight" category, but 2…

Perhaps. :D

I find it hilarious that most people on this website consider 1200 calories to be the "magic number," and going 1 calorie below that will result in immediate negative consequences. It's utter nonsense. Depending on your height, weight, and metabolism, 1000 calories may be the perfect number for you. People don't seem to…

Wait, what? You're asking me how I could possibly have an eating disorder if I've LOST 50 pounds? You're not making sense.

LOL, i'm sorry that you have such an intolerance for people with eating disorders.

i long for my halo 2 days. things were much simpler+happier back then, haha. XD

trees. they just creep me out. the fact that they're alive (photos of them growing AROUND things after years and years, like bicycles and fences, are totally nuts) and rooted in the earth so deep, they're like big awful warts or something. o_O i dunno, i've always had this phobia, albeit small, of wood itself since i was…

diet pop is a magical elixir. it has helped me lose tons of weight. people may claim it's bad for you, but i've yet to experience any negative effects by drinking 1-3 cans per day.

Hi there~ :3 My name is Kendal. I'm a 21-year-old college student, originally from Ohio, but currently living in Kentucky. I play mostly on Xbox (gamertag: inlandgoose) and my DS. Some of my favorite games are Bioshock, Kingdom Hearts, Pokemon Pearl/SoulSilver/Black, Black Ops, Halo, DDR, Silent Hill, Legend of Zelda,…

Christmas presents. A Sailor Moon pin. Small fries at McDonald's. New watch. Light soup, coffee, gum, sugar free candies, and Coke Zero.

added.

June through September, I ate around 500 calories per day. Now I'm eating 800 or so, but I usually end up closer to 1,000, because I have less self-control these days. I don't really exercise much these days, but I work fast food 5 days per week (however much that burns).

it's a lyric from "unholy confessions" by avenged sevenfold. "when time soaked with blood turns its back i know it's hard to fall confided in me was your heart i know it's hurting you, but it's killing me"

To see 129 or lower on the scale. Actual gifts? I have no idea. o_o

my mom got re-married and moved 3 hours away. without her around to cook meals, i just ate fast food every day. plus, i was depressed, because i missed her. i tried to fill up my emptiness with food and within a year or so, i was overweight. it's like i didn't notice how much weight i'd gained until the doctor actually…

xbox live: inlandgoose

i used to love playing online, but now i prefer campaign. people are just too annoying these days.

ocarina of time for the 3DS. i'm just so effing lazy.

the first Bioshock scared me more than any other legitimate "horror" title i've ever played (silent hill, resident evil, etc). i don't know why, but certain moments were so well put together, it had me jumping and screaming like a little girl.

pokemon pearl is probably my most played title. animal crossing. cooking mama.