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i used to play ALL THE TIME on my PS2. i have it for my 360, but my game pad is kind of crap. it's such an amazing game, though. if i run across it at an arcade or movie theater, i always play.

every single day. first thing in the morning, before eating or drinking ANYTHING. totally naked, usually before getting in the shower. i also make sure it's been at least 7-8 hours since i last ate anything. i know it's not good to weigh every single day, but i'm a bit obsessed. i feel very anxious if i haven't weighed in.…

i've recently lost about 60% of my hair. i bruise easily. i'm constantly freezing. i get sick easier these days. i've lost control over my bladder function. i chug laxatives in order to have a proper bowel movement. i have insomnia. my skin is dry. i have dark circles under my eyes. dizziness. fatigue. mood swings. i'm…

anime. video games. cosplaying. manga. books. tumblr. japanese culture. vintage clothes. music (rock, j-pop, classical, etc). going to concerts. nerdy stuff in general. history and art. my laptop+ipod+xbox 360. my most prized possessions ~ xD

this song is so tacky and awful, but in the most catchy way. xD

There's really nothing I want more than to reach my goal weight (115), but I realize it's practically impossible to do so by Christmas. As far as material items go: A toggle coat. Dr. Marten 1460's Some new games for my 3DS. New books. A renewed subscription to Xbox Live.

After starting my job last month, I changed my activity level from "sedentary" to "lightly active." It didn't change my intake, though. My goal is set to lose 2lbs per week, so maybe that's why it didn't increase anything.

i'm a cosplayer and a huge fan of Japanese fashion, especially Lolita. anyone feel free to add me, i'd love to have more friends with similar interests on here. :D

i'm your classic pear shape. bust: 34", waist: 26", hips: 37". i always wear baggier clothes to camouflage it, so my pictures don't show it that well.

Good for you! I'm happy you had a successful first day. :D

McDonald's: 4 piece nugget, fruit & yogurt parfait (without granola), side salad with fat free Italian, or a hamburger. I'll usually combine 2. Burger King: hamburger with value size onion ring. Wendy's: small chili, jr. hamburger, or side salad with fat free ranch. Taco Bell: 2 crunchy tacos or 1 bean burrito. an order of…

We are definitely similar! I've already eaten way too many calories today, but knowing that I'm starting over tomorrow, I'm wanting to fit in a final binge before midnight tonight. I'm trying my hardest to resist, though. But honestly, if you think having one last "unlimited calorie" day will help you stay focused this…

No need to be rude. Periods aren't fun no matter how old you are. She was only asking for advice.

The worst symptom I've ever experienced was crying over the least little thing. I rarely get irritable, just easily upset, or crying for not reason at all. As far as easing the symptoms, I'd just recommend recognizing that your emotions are erratic, and apologizing to those around you for the way you're acting. Even if…

i'm not sure what i'll look like at 115, but i know i want to weigh less than i do now. to me, i don't look much different, even after losing almost 60 pounds. i have a very warped body image, though. my goal weights keep getting lower and lower as i reach them and still feel unsatisfied.

It just depends on the person's body type. I'm the complete opposite. I lose the majority of my weight in my upper body (stupid pear shape).

I started off at 182 about 2 years ago, but stayed around 145-150 for the past year. In the past 3 months, I've dropped down to 123(ish) pounds. The best advice I can give is incredibly cliche, but nothing will help you more than utilizing your own willpower. I've tried every trick in the book to reduce binges and kill my…

I have struggled to overcome binging for the past 2 years, so I know exactly what you're going through all too well. There is nothing worse than feeling completely out of control in your own body. The constant sense of failure is devastating. In my attempts to combat binges, I have tried just about every trick in the book.…

I have mostly anorexic tendencies, but have struggled to overcome binging for the past 2 years. Only in the last few months have I gotten it more under control, but there are still days each month when I'll consume 3,000 - 4,000 calories in a single night. And despite my efforts, I have never been able to successfully…

pizza. always and forever~ XD

thank you! added~ :3

I'm making a Little Sister costume from the video game Bioshock.

i hate eating in front of people, but i also have an eating disorder, so it comes with the territory. despite being technically underweight, i feel like people view me as this greedy, disgusting pig whenever i eat in their presence. even at home around my mom, who is constantly pushing me to eat more, i find myself waiting…

i've always had such a hard time coming up with "rewards" for myself, since losing weight is the most important thing to me, anyway. but lately i've bought a lot of new clothes, since my old ones have become so big on me. not exactly a reward, it just came out of necessity. although, in the past i've bought myself a video…

aw, thank you! :D

I'm definitely addicted. As soon as I eat ANYTHING, I have to log it in my diary. But I also have an eating disorder, so it's probably a little worse.

oh, you're so sweet. yeah, i've been going through some pretty difficult stuff the past few months. it has affected my weight as a result, but i've been eating a bit better lately. thank you for caring. :3

i had mine renewed at the beginning of august. i told them 135lbs, but i was more like 132 at the time. i'm now 124. just as well, though. i don't want anyone to know i'm this low.

nifty. :3

i've played world of warcraft multiple times in the past. i still have my level 85 druid, but my account is currently in use by my brother, haha. :3 these days i just play my xbox 360.