Malosis

I appreciate everyone's advice and support, urging me to put my negative thoughts away to start out by making the small changes necessary. It was very encouraging to know that there are other people out there who have similar problems and I will be looking into the Overeaters Anonymous in my area. It seems a lot of people…

Well, she mentioned that she just managed to get down to her ideal weight (which is horrifically kind of skinny) just now at 50 years old. I guess she just wants me to lose while I'm young.

I've already explained to then what my concerns were about the long-term condition of my overeating and they won't listen. Then they get angry with me for throwing their idea away. I mean, it just looks like I'll have to do this the hard way and be firm with them about how I feel. I'm still going to the appointment, but…

I never really thought of myself as an emotional eater, but I must be. I always just thought I was obsessed with food. And that was it. I'm just always eating. But I'm trying to resist it. And my mother, all she eats is bbq wings and diet mountain dew and she had a gastric bypass really early. I just feel quite gross when…