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When I wrote this out I thought nobody would reply (I guess it's just because of how low I feel). I didn't think that so many amazing people would actually try to help me with this huge problem I have. I just got back from a walk. I used to walk for many many hours a day. It was usually when I felt overwhelmed or upset and…

I'm just so scared to be what I was :/ and I'm slowly creeping back up and I'm terrified. I would give anything to be 190 again :/ Even 200. It's so hard to not think about everything since it's so fresh :/ Do you guys have any tips on keeping me focused, because I just feel like I don't have any control :(

He just drains me :( I'm still with him :/ I don't know what happened to me :( I used to be such a healthy person, working on my goals to get to 170. Now it seems no matter what I do I just can't do it :( I went down to 218 by going for walks early in the morning and eating toasted tomato sandwiches, but I'm losing all…