Squeekycat

The same reason why guys don't date fat women

I'm 5'6" CW: 108lbs GW: 105lbs UGW: 100lbs :3

Thank you <3 This is the advice that I was looking for. All my experiences with inpatienting and even supervised outpatienting was horrible and restrictive and made me feel worthless/like I had no life. I'll work really hard to try and follow what you've said. I don't want to relapse again :(

Mentally, I don't think I could do that...

Wow, she's beautiful! How does she eat so much and stay so thin? If you don't mind, could you please tell me her workout routine?

My problem isn't eating larger meals, it's eating more in general. My question really is, at what rate should I increase calories per day/week to prevent water weight or bloating. I know that if I suddenly eat 1200cal tomorrow that I'll blow up like a balloon and feel awful

How do you suggest that I eat more without getting bloating or gaining?

What will happen initially when I start to eat more? Like, will I bloat really badly, or will all the fat go to my stomach?

The only problem is that I'm not hungry. I almost have to force myself to eat what I do. And honestly, the thought of eating more scares me. I'm worried that I'll go back to what I used to weigh or that my stomach with bloat/puff out :( I don't know what to do...