Smileyange

Thanks for all the input... its not about just looks.. I want to feel better.. my mom has been in a motorized wheelchair since she was 46 or so... and I am 33.. dont want to do the same... and I wont.. I just have this mental block.. dont know why and not sure what has built it... I for the most part eat healthy... i am…

we eat out often... he thinks it costs the same. I prefer homemade food, cause I know what I am putting in it. I have had a gym membership for a year.. and was consistent for 1.5 months, ive only been twice since... still pay for it. which is dumb.. but I am convinced i will use it... but its so hard to go alone.. feel…