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Uh no. I really do need help but luckily someone was nice enough to message me privately and offer to help me figure things out. Obviously posting on the forums here is a huge waste of time because I've been met with a lot of rudeness for no reason. We're all in the same boat and a lot of you have been nothing but…

Close. Corrections officer. I have to go through a police academy next year in order to keep my job and I've already failed it once for being unable to run at the pace they required me to. I cant fail it again so I'm really trying to lose weight so that maybe it's easier.

I lost 3 inches around my bust.

At the moment I cant run any but when they start testing me I will have to be able to run 4.5 minimum per week and it will gradually raise up to 14 miles per week with a half mile added every week. Right now I walk to get myself at least somewhat prepared for it and I'm doing just under 10 miles per week.

Dont claim to know me like that. I haven't opened my diary because 1, I dont actually know how. I thought it was open for everyone automatically. 2. I havent used it in months now because I eat the same thing every freakin day. You dont have to believe me, that's fine. I'm not here to convince you of anything. If you cant…

I have serious insomnia. I work a 10 hour shift where I'm walking around all day and I dont get home until around 1am and I'm so wound up from work that I cant just go to sleep. My sodium is fine, I dont add salt to anything. I do add a little olive oil to my chicken when I cook it or sometimes I'll add some flax seed oil…

I thought about that too. I dont have insurance so I cant afford to see a doctor. Back when I did have insurance I was told I show signs of PCOS, which can make it pretty much impossible to lose weight without some kind of medication. I'm just in a position now where I cant do anything about it and I'm not sure if there…

I didn't say science is wrong. I'm telling you that I know for a fact that I'm not eating more than I say I am. Clearly there is something else wrong. I should be losing anywhere from 1 to 2 pounds a week doing what I'm doing but I'm not. In a year I"ve actually averaged gaining 1 pound a month. Even a few months ago when…

I'm definitely not eating more than I think. That's what everybody tells me but it's just not the case at all. I measure everything and only eat whatever the serving sizes are. I clear around 1200 to 1400 calories a day.