Vjohnson0310

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New to this site and so far I've gotten so many wonderful, kind, understanding supportive words. This is exactly what I need. I don't have any family support do this is like my own secret society. God Bless all of you

Thank you so much for the inspirational pep talk. It's just nice to know I'm on a site where we all are here for ourselves.

That would be great! Thank you everyone who has responded. I deal with depression and panic and anxiety disorder so this just makes me a nervous wreck. I just want to see the light at the end of the tunnel.☺

Sometimes it seems like everyone around me can do it except me. And of course I have always been in the shadow of a sister who is thin and muscular and a brother who is a perfect weight and a body builder. I feel like I'm a defect.