MissBelle777

Thank you so much for your kind words. I feel much better already. :flowerforyou:

Ahaha.. :wink:

Ei. I had no idea I'd get so many comments like this. I know you're all just looking out for me and my well being, and I'm very thankful for it. I don't expect you to understand my thought process at all, because not even I truly understand it to be honest. I suppose you're right. But when your only thoughts on yourself…

I've been alternating between Anorexia/Bulimia on and off since I was 11 years old. It's definitely a difficult journey, and LOTS of slip-ups.. You just have to focus on being healthy. As hard as it is to shake the thoughts and rituals and diets and binging/purging, living comes first and foremost..

I'm building up my confidence because if I feel like I'm attractive, I won't feel like I'm "too fat" for food. The more confident I am in myself, the easier it'll be to quit believing the negative thoughts that roam through my mind. I'm working on the getting physically healthier, but I'd like to love myself a little in…

Thank you. :blushing: I was honestly looking for a guy's answer. Not for the attention, but because I get stared at quite a lot and I've always taken it as a judgmental stare. I never considered that they may have been staring for other reasons. :laugh: I'm working on gaining a tiny bit of weight, not too much. I kind of…

Lol that's why I included my measurements. That's my only body picture I have, I'll take a better one later.. And no, not sucking in. Just 11 years of bulimia/anorexia has made my body very.. Strange.

Eh.. I didn't realize I was to be quite honest. I'm trying to gain at the moment.

I've been to several sites, but the average I get from them is 1600. I feel very ignorant replying. I feel like I'm going to say something stupid. :embarassed: My metabolism is awful, though. From all of the years of eating practically nothing on a daily basis.

The way I look at it, someday I'm going to be fit and cute and they'll still be sitting behind their computer being bitter & stuffing their face with cheetos. :laugh: :blushing:

I typically eat a two egg omelet with veggies cooked in them for breakfast, as well as some oatmeal. And I eat a peanutbutter and banana sandwich after a workout. I catch myself craving tuna when I workout hard.. :laugh:

Thank you so much. :) I've never thought about doing push-ups against a wall. :embarassed: I'll definitely start with that. :) I've also been going on walks, but I've had people tell me to stop because it would only add onto the skinny-fatness, lol.. So I suppose I'm confused about that. It's a bit strange going from 0…

I ate 4,000 (or more, probably more..) for Thanksgiving. It's really not that difficult. Most people use this day to be their one BIG day of indulgence for the year. Say, they drink a large glass of soda or tea. 300 calories. They eat some dressing (With gravy, of course!) Eh.. 400 calories.. Cranberry sauce. 200 calories.…

LOL. Over 4,000, with much remorse..

Thank you all so much <3 It means a lot to see that people care. I feel much better now! And Happy Thanksgiving! <3 :)!

I do! I'm 5'0 and 95 pounds, I've lost 40 pounds since June. I get the "go eat" and "you look sick" thing quite a lot.. Oh well, I'm happy being at a healthy weight. It doesn't matter if they are.