madisonpaige2411

im so sorry. i feel awful and i cant be here right now. im sorry for wasting everyones time.

its a family gatehring dinner. he hates that im ttrying to be healthy and he will not allow me to alter his burgers in any way.

that hotline is useless right now, im on the west coast; it says it has hours of availability. look if i eat that burger, I'll hate myself. i eat healthily, i do, i even treat myself once every other week i did this week. i had chocolate. are you all saying i should eat this burger,feel fat and gross and just stay that way?

i am poor and cant afford any kind of professional psychiatry. please, i cant eat that burger, give me some advice, if i eat it, i will hate myself.

I'm sorry, I still don't quite know how the reply option works (if you're seeing them or not). But I really do appreciate the "Advice" (in quotations because I already know I need professional help. but I'm poor and cannot afford to pay 500 a month for rent, buy groceries and survive AND pay off college things AND pay for…

@stines72, it does answer my question, it's an answer I don't need to ask to know the answer to. I'm aware i need professional help. and I'm actually making a list of numbers to call and ask if they take my cigna insurance

I should clear up a little on this, my apologies.. I know that I am thin, that's no problem. the problem is my obsession with it. countless times a day, every day, i will put my hands on my hips and waist to feel how thin i am and to reassure myself of it. i do around 3 minutes of minor morning cardio each morning after i…

I have followed this post for a little while now. You and I share the same affliction (orthorexia with anorexic tendencies). It is a very unpleasant struggle and a lot of days are harder than others; what makes those days worse is when they're back to back. I constantly put my hands on my hips and waist to reassure myself…

that chocolate bar deal is the worst advice anyone could give, especially woman to woman. trust me, that will only add more bloat and weight to lose after the menstruation stops.