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  • milagros00: I no the feeling you have. I lost my daughter 6.5 yrs ago. Eatting was my friend. I gain 30 #. Than I finally realized she wouldn't want me to do this to myself. I now watch what I eat and how much. Losing weight? Very slowly. But I do feel so much better and energy level is high. I think about my daughter…
  • I'm from a very large family. 12 kids. A sister was stillborn, a brother killed by a hit and run truck driver we believe. All my grandparents and also my parents all passed back in the late 80's. My mom died at the age I am now. I'm the only one of the family that has lost a child. All but 2 siblings came to funeral.…
  • Thank you gtdattitude. Yesterday was not too bad. I think I got through it better than I expected to. Went to take silk roses to cemetery and had to walk on 18 " of snow to get out to her. I was weird felt like I was walking on air. Nice I didn't once fall through. Was concerned about that. Today I'm dragging so I think it…
  • Today is our daughter's birthday in heaven. 6.5 yrs. I'm on the down side today. I will be alright. She is desperately loved and missed. I think of her first thing every morning and last thing every night, and so much in between. Tiffany clings to my every being. Some day I will be with her and I think when I do it will be…
  • It' has been said that time heels all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time the mind, protecting its sanity, cover them with tissue and pain lessons, but it's never gone. By Rose Kennedy. I feel this way as I' sure you all do. We have all been through tremendous loss. All we have is to keep our memories of our…
  • One bad habit I have is Pepsi. :love: Diet or reg. I'll take it either way. I have not had any for 4 days, so hope I can get thru the 21 days . I do retain a lot of water from drinking it. Which is uncomfortable so you'd think I could give it up cold turkey. One good thing is I like to drink it when I have a burger, pop…
  • My name is Diane. I just started My fitness Pal and was surprised to come across this topic. We lost our 28 yr.old daughter to suicide 6 yrs ago. Very traumatic experience and still feels like yesterday. One know one should have to go through. I have gained 30# in the last 6 yrs. I am still grieving and always will but…
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