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Thanks so much. I think I'm just having a rough week. I understand others have things to do and so do I which is why I ask before making plans to do things with others. My mom and grandmother are supportive and are on the same goals but at this time they cannot participate. I'm so shelled up because I feel I can't trust…

I believe I sent everyone a request here. I forgot I had even posted this blog :'( I am so sorry

I was 280 and I plan on losing 80 but i set my goal to 50 so that I won't be overwhelmed. I don't plan on being thin. I am now down to 270

If you or anyone else would like you can add me. I'm also part of the LGBT community :)

I would. Preferably people who are hilarious and fun

I noticed the same thing after a week or two of checking out the message boards. Yeah some people have disagreements as other commentors have said, but what some of you don't see is is that some people on here are truly rude to others. The way I see it nobody on here should be rude to the next but at the same time, it…

Thanks. This was actually a reminder that I was supposed to be charting all of that. Since I'm most handy with my phone than keeping paperwork, I'll start a spreadsheet and record all of my symptoms from my headaches. I have Google Drive so I can transfer my information and spreadsheets on my phone to my computer.

Yeah he's stated that I might have had an anxiety or panic attack. I would freak out over a lot of things. Especially over my mother. I'm trying to "live" more. I'm not a "going to the club" type of person. I just like designing clothing, taking walks, watching movies, etc. I try to do a lot to get my mind off things. I…

Just an update: He ordered me a sleep study . He had me do an EKG and blood work today. He's really nice and passionate (the same doctor my mom has). As far as my Cpap I explained to him that it has been outdated since 2006 . I would need a whole new everything.

Thank you so much. I am trying to take this more seriously now. I kick a lot in my sleep with my left leg. I was tapping last night in both legs (switching from left to right) and it triggers the pain in my right knees so now I'm just like wow. Help me. Lol.

All women are beautiful -_-

A Change is Gonna Come by Sam Cooke, or Deitrick Haddon...no matter who sings it it always makes me cry..

:( Don't laugh but...I think I may be Phoebe from Friends :sad:

I'm actually more of an old school music listening person (my friends wanted me to JUMP into the future :noway: ). It depends on my mood. Calm - Old school Emotional Wreck - Gospel Angry or Rebellious - Rap :sad: :laugh: I haven't heard Turn Down for what yet though.

"Anything you want to suggest?" Lol. Usually someone will point out if something is unhealthy or not. So I didn't bother putting tons of questions up.

Melissa or Tammy

:laugh: THREE words, bro.

1. Danielle Brooks (Taystee from Orange is the New Black) 2. Samira Wiley (Poussey from Orange is the New Black) 3. Amina Robinson (Played Jermaine in the movie Precious) 4. Angela Davis... does she count? 5. Dana Owens.....aka...Queen Latifah :love: :embarassed:

I understand what you all are saying. Mainly I feel like I need support is because I had a history of pushing people away and now that I want someone in my life I can't have them. Then again I feel like I no longer want them in my life at this moment. I've been on my own for the longest anyway and I've supported myself but…