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I dont want to have counselling as they will persuade me to stay thin. I can see my ribs ect and I cant sleep due to pertruding hipbones causing pain when on side but I am unsure if that is in my head or real. in photos I look skeletal though

sorry its a touchy subject and I get a little defensive :/

its just hard when you get on the scales and your still the same weight. All I see is a skeleton in the mirror. If I could inject fat into my body I would

I see cellulite as equaling fat hence why I see it as a goal.I am worried that looking toned will make me look more thin

I do tend to add tons of butter and cheese to my cooking. although dairy does not agree with me so good. I tend to eat lean meats so maybe switching to a fattier variety will help :)

I want to look fat, have curves ect, have all my bony parts covered. I hate my collar bones, wrists,ankles and hips. I could not care less if I was toned , cellulite wont bother me. long as I am seen as fat or curvy I would be happy.

My goal is to be 10 stone and curvy. I want to have fat. I want to have cellulite ect. Looking "fat" is my goal. I know that sounds wrong but I have body dismorphic disorder and will not feel normal unless that is how I look

I don't exercise other then walking around the house and u and down the stairs ect, So how many calories DO I need then? or how much DO I need to eat? Assuming I dont eat enough is no good unless you can tell me why. dont think any of you are reading my question

no the basic rate was around 1300 daily activity: walking around house and up and down stairs

Yes. I have issues with internet so can not log on daily to do it. I get 2000 minimum daily. ? What would be the point of lying to both you and my doctor?

My TDEE is 1537 calories a day

When I was recovering from ED I started slowly. So adding cheese, butter or chocolate spread to toast instead of having it dry and adding sauces and meat to pasta and rice when before I didnt. Little changes such as switching semi skimmed milk to whole and eating wholegrain seeded bread which is packed with more calories…

I need branflakes or my IBS ngoes out of control XD BUT The omelette idea sounds good for lunch or a afternoon snack :)

A size 12-14 is average and I would be at a healthy weight to be that size I am a UK size 10 and underweight I only weigh 8 stone at the moment

I have the same problem as you and was diagnosed with IBS and anxiety I found that adding lots of fibre helped and cutting out red meats or hard to digest foods. Try cutting out dairy too to see fi your symptoms improve You could be just intolerant to a certain food

Yesterday BREAKFAST: Two portions of bran flakes with whole milk LUNCH: Tuna and cheese sandwhich DINNER: Roast chicken breast with 12 roast potatoes (preperared with two large tablespoons of butter) and half tin baked beans SNACKS: Two packs of hula hoops, chocolate bar, portion of jelly

I Use to be 10 stone and was very curvy, got lots of compliments for it :) I am 5 foot 6

I am addicted to nutella, Have it on everything and dip most things into it as well XD

You can see my bones on all three pictures and how my clothes hang off me Yes I am a UK size 10 but I am underweight Ice cream seems like the nicest idea for me :)

When you starve your body it will store anything you eat at first as it goes into survival mode. When you reach a healthy BMI it should settle and you can maintain your weight. If you feel self conscious I suggest light exercise to keep you toned. But not too much that you burn the energy your body needs Be proud your on…

profile pic - you look the happiest in that one

was he-man in a previous life

for wearing a red tie/scarf thing

Get them to smash the walnuts with rolling pin for my brownies

No , I don't dig facial hair or strange hats :P

What's not for breakfast?

not enough picture to tell?

Show them my aviary full of budgies