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I posted the question not just because I was concerned with my health but I was actually very curious if it was possible to be overweight but have anorexia. If you re-read my original post I was actually thanking myfitnesspal for making me realize how many calories I have been under eating. I could say that MFP was my wake…

Yes I will, I am. It's hard but I am doing it. I am not trying anymore, I am doing it. Thank you =)

I don't know what I have (and I probably do have some kind of disorder physical and/or psychological) and I am not proud of it. Growing up with constant ridicule does that to a person. The thing is my uncle called me bulimic like 5 months ago cause he said I looked like I was losing weight and I said I didn't see it (and I…

It's not just my diet I have to change and improve, it's my mindset completely. I know what is right and what is wrong but old habits--my god! Everyday is a struggle here, for me at least. I'm taking it baby steps. Thanks again. This is a load of encouragement. And yes! strength training is one of my favorites right now =)

Oh okay. Thanks I'll try that.

Hmmm I'm not exactly sure. Do I need to go to clinic to get that measured?

That feeling...yah, it takes a lot of pushing the automatic guilt away in a box and actually eat right. Been successful here too =)

Yes...I've noticed that myself too. I'm trying to change though.

It's been a successful three days now in the increase of good calories...it's just so hard to unlearn something I've lived with for 10 years but I am trying.

Thanks! I live in the Philippines...in a place where an average woman weights around 45kg to 55kg hence I grew up in so much ridicule. This is one of those challenges I will make to prove to myself I can do it. Yah, I started with the nuts and olive oil for healthy fats and to up the calorie intake. I don't like avocados…

I am though...my weight is still at the very tip of healthy, BMI wise

I know right...I was shocked too..I was so curious though. I read a couple of blogs and medical researches about it. Basically, they are trying to say that just because your not super skinny doesn't mean you can't be anorexic.

And yes! being physically strong is also one of my main goals =) I guess in my head the physique never really mattered, it was all about the number, it was always about numbers...but I do want to be stronger and I have begun adjusting my calorie in-take day by day. It's a struggle to find and plan food that are healthy and…

Yes the picture was taken last week...why do I need to lose 10kg? to prove to myself I can...I was always, always overweight as a teen, am a bit overweight now and I wanted to reach my goal of 55kg for a 5"5" height. Dieting for 10 years now, yo-yoing too, so this resolutions is to prove that I can do it =)

yups =) thanks for that...I wasn't actually worried if I am and I have read dozens of articles disproving it...but part of me would deny I have any kind of eating disorder. *sigh*