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I'm freaking out a bit, you guys. I feel huge. Disgusting. A whale. I'm 5'4 and I can't seem to get out of the 140s. I want to just stop eating all together. I used to have a severe eating disorder, and I was 125 pounds. At the time I was competing in Brazilian Jiu Jitsu (gold medalist, actually) and running and lifting…
