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Restarting again
So after two years i'm here again trying to lose weight. I'm alot bigger than i was previously. I'll be honest i'm lazy and i don't care about myself. The only time my weight is an issue is when i'm outside. It's hot right now and it's around this time being fat becomes a problem.This is when being fat becomes an issue.…
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I hate myself
I cannot explain how low disappointed and hatred i feel to myself right now . I have over eaten 6 days in a row including today. I have no self control in food but other aspects of my life. If i could find a way to hurt myself in the past i would .Now that i have stopped i overeat i have no control. i logged in my eating…
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weight loss journey again, and again and again
So for the fifth time i honestly cannot remember, i'm trying to lose this weight. Honestly i have no hope. I know it's bad being pessimistic and negative but i can't help it. I don't wanna go into it because it will be a long boring woeful oh poor me post. So i'll do everyone a favour and not bother. I'm getting bigger and…
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not doing so good
Hi so i managed to lose like 30 pounds which i'm happy about. However, lately i have been eating over the calorie limit (1540) that will let me lose weight. twice now, in two weeks i have eaten 3000 calories and this week i have eaten over 2000 calories twice. i'm not sure if this is the reason on maybe i'm being a failure…
