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Moments of Iron Will Power
I don't, at the moment, have people in my life I want to share these things with...but I would just like to say: I am so proud that I carried trays and trays of baked goods around my office (dozens upon dozens of every breakfast pastry imaginable) on multiple occasions over the past two weeks and did not sneak a taste.…
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Being Seen and Self-Sabotage
Whenever I make progress on my weight loss to the point where anyone comments on it or I feel that it's become a visible change - I in some way, either subtly or not, start to self-sabotage. I stop tracking, I'll come home and eat a whole pizza. I'll do something to throw it all off-course. It makes me uncomfortable that…
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Friends?
I have no idea what I need in an MFP friend. I typically track for a few days. Feel a bit stressed about my imperfection - be it in food choices, or weight lost, or exercise intensity - and quit. This time around, I've tracked for nearly a month and a half and am struggling with my brain far more than my body. I've always…
