Always trying to get stronger and bigger but stay lean at the same time. Failing.
I've known what my problem is for the longest time. I want to get stronger and put on mass but im afraid to eat the amount of food it takes to do so. I need about 4k calories a day to make gains in the gym but after about a month of that i start to lose my leanness and just wanna cut again cause im afraid of the gut that…
