Trying to log and count. Suffering mental denial
Rollercoaster with my weight Age 14 = 103kg Age 16 = 69kg (heavy cannibas smoking + meth) Slowly regained weight ++ more over the years Age 28 = 138kg Age 33 = 75kg (Natural weight loss, exercised for hours = unsustainable) 6 years later = now sitting at 88.5kg approx I just want to eat everything, im really worried about…