I write this because I feel like I have nowhere to go, no one to talk to about this. I feel ashamed of myself. I feel addicted to food. I eat and I feel better about myself as a person. I instanly feel like a decent human being when I eat. I never feel full, I could eat all day and never stop it takes extreme self control…
I feel like I am addicted to eating. Sometimes I eat just to eat, I am not hungry. I can't stop myself. If I truly wanted to I could eat from the time I wake up until I went to bed without ever stopping. I have always been that way. I can't explain it. It makes me very sad to be this way. I try so hard to stop. I always…