At 18 I should be enjoying my life more [kinda long?]
Disclaimer: Sorry if this confusing at all.. I have a lot on my mind right now and my thoughts are messy. ]: Hi, I'm Shay and actually, I'll be 19 here in five days. I'm not excited about my birthday. I'm 5'5'' and I'm around 265 pounds. I've dieted and exercised before but it never lasted for more than a month or two. My…