So I know this has always been a horrible time of year for me. Buying the swimsuits for the summertime. I end up leaving to cry in my car most times, because I get so exasperated with trying to find a suit I FEEL GOOD IN. I can't even take people with me to clothes shop let alone for bathing suits. Never worn a bikini my…
Anyone else out there used to be a champ? Anyone else out there discouraged with their current state after knowing what your body can already do? Anyone else let past victories be excuses to let yourself go? I was the undefeated female fighter of the year three years running in the Pacific Northwest from ages 15-18, I was…