i feel like there are people everywhere i go who would love to sabotage my efforts. i'm not referring to those who do not know (i can go anywhere and eat anything because i don't eat 'diet'-type foods. nobody can tell i'm on a diet simply by looking at what i eat.) because obviously if they do not know, they can not decide…
i've been on this journey for 10 days now. i've lost 4 pounds, and it's time to weigh again, but i don't want to. i'm afraid of the number. because.... last night i blew it. i consumed about twice as many calories yesterday as i should have. it wasn't an accident, i decided to do it. now i need to face the consequences,…