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Sinking ship.
I weighed myself yesterday, 350lbs. I avoid mirrors. My pants are splitting, I feel disgusting, and I want to cry. And I don't know what to do. I'm always exhausted, I set my alarm early to walk and I can seem to make myself get up. I get home from work and I just want to go to bed. I eat for *kitten*. Last week, I ate 2…
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334 lb? No way!
Went to the doctor yesterday and stepped on the scale... 334 lb. :noway: I knew I had put on a bit of weight over the winter but, Oh man... that's astronomical! Needless to say, I wasn't expecting that. So yeah... here I am. I'm a 34, artist/graphic designer from Southern Indiana. I love art. It's seriously, my life. I…
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Nobody said it was easy…
So technically this is 'Day 1'... again. I feel like I'm counting days like an alcoholic. Suppose it's apropos. I think we should get coins... I think I'm going to make one. A little reminder totem to keep in my pocket. …Anyway I'm having a hard time trying to figure out where to start. I tend to overwhelm myself with…
