For me, changing my eating habits always brings up stuff. I believe my weight gain has been a kind of armor, keeping myself safe. Whenever I try to lose, it's hard to not self sabotage. And I have a difficult time keeping it off, once I get knocked off my emotional balance. Becoming aware of these tendencies is helping me…
New to MFP and eager to get healthy and make supportive friends. I live in Northern California. I work as a special education aide in k-2 and am in the process of enrolling in a BS program in Child Studies. I have several open relationships but no real primary partner. My weight goal is 150 but getting healthier and fit is…
