Kill.Me.Now

AZIZAELLAZIZA

Life is one big long series of stressors - from illness, death, money problems, work issues, etc,a binge eater like myself never needs an excuse, each day presents another unbearable thing I can't cope with ( I am a psych patient and take 5 meds a day ) and the other thing that takes it away is food.

I had 3 binge free days behind me, and with my cat dying and my first gyno appointment in 11 years, I just went to the store and bought $ 28 worth of garbage.

I am feeling I will never be free. I am 56 now, this started at age 22 and my prayers are not consistent enough to make a difference.

Sigh

RunawayCurves

Never give up hope. I know how you feel though. My life feels like a long string of traumas sometimes. Miserable abusive childhood, ongoing nightmare of rapid cycling bipolar, borderline personality, aspergers, Polycystic ovary syndrome, IBS, abusive relationships, divorce, horrid jobs then longterm unemployment due to mental health issues, side effects of numerouse medications, Under active thyroid, now new gynacological issues, useless obstructive psychiatrists,life if packed full of reasons to binge.

At the end of the day we have to look out for ourselves. I am using Huel meal replacements at the moment and having one solid food meal a day outside. That is working for me for now and hopefully it will continue working. Staying busy helps.