Me. vs the Binge -- April 2018 Challenge

lamlamsmakeover
lamlamsmakeover Posts: 6,574 Member
edited November 2024 in Social Groups
Well this challenge is a challenge with yourself. The challenge is for you to win in the fight against "The Binge". Many of us struggle with binging and a few of us have found that making "The Binge" a person has helped us fight the emotions or urge to binge.

The objective of the challenge is to have more days for you (Me) than the "The Binge".

When you have a day you do not succumb to binge urges or binge give yourself (ME) a point. When you give in to the urge to binge you give 'The Binge" a point. No beating yourself up about it because tomorrow is another day. Honesty with yourself is crucial for it to help you and others.

So we keep score with ourselves the whole month. We encourage each other along the way. Please feel free to share your ups, downs, successes, struggles, etc. You will find you are not alone. See below for format. Feel free to use it or use your own format. This Challenge keeps you mindful of binging and the daily support and accountability helps also.

Check in often. The more you check and share the better you will do for the month. So are you in? You are stronger than “The Binge.” One day at a time.

Current month 2017:
Me (or you can use your user name or real name) - 0
The Binge - 0
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  • brittdee88
    brittdee88 Posts: 1,873 Member
    April 2018
    Me: 1
    B: 0
    DBF: 131
  • lamlamsmakeover
    lamlamsmakeover Posts: 6,574 Member
    edited April 2018
    Welcome @brittdee88 :smiley:

    You have an amazing streak going!!
  • lamlamsmakeover
    lamlamsmakeover Posts: 6,574 Member
    April 1

    Me: 1*
    Binge: 0

    DBF: 21
  • Llamapants86
    Llamapants86 Posts: 1,221 Member
    April 1
    Me:1
    B: 0

    DBF: 4

  • brittdee88
    brittdee88 Posts: 1,873 Member
    Thanks, @lamlam2013!
  • Llamapants86
    Llamapants86 Posts: 1,221 Member
    April 2
    Me:2
    B: 0

    DBF: 5
  • brittdee88
    brittdee88 Posts: 1,873 Member
    April 2018
    Me: 2
    B: 0
    DBF: 132

    ROUGH, ROUGH, ROUGH night. I always struggle significantly with wanting to binge during one day of my fertile week and one day of my period. Last night was that night for the former. Hormones suck. I had to really white knuckle through it for a few hours before the feeling passed.
  • Llamapants86
    Llamapants86 Posts: 1,221 Member
    April 3
    Me:3
    B: 0

    DBF: 6

    The Easter candy in my house is almost all gone!
  • Llamapants86
    Llamapants86 Posts: 1,221 Member
    @brittdee88 congrats on pushing through a tough day!! Your DBF is awesome.
  • brittdee88
    brittdee88 Posts: 1,873 Member
    Thanks so much, @Llamapants86! One day at a time.

    April 2018
    Me: 3
    B: 0
    DBF: 133
  • brittdee88
    brittdee88 Posts: 1,873 Member
    April 2018
    Me: 4
    B: 0
    DBF: 134

    Closing in on that 150 DBF goal I set, and I am very happy. Unfortunately the 2+ weeks it will take to get there also happen to be the busiest weeks of the semester AND my period will be here as well. Hoping to stay strong and persevere!
  • Llamapants86
    Llamapants86 Posts: 1,221 Member
    April 4
    Me:4
    B: 0

    DBF: 7
  • Llamapants86
    Llamapants86 Posts: 1,221 Member
    April 5
    Me:5
    B: 0

    DBF: 8

    I heard some pretty bad news about my mom's health last night and my emotions are all over the place. I haven't turn to food yet, but I am worried about this weekend. Food has been my coping mechanism for so long.
  • brittdee88
    brittdee88 Posts: 1,873 Member
    @Llamapants86 so sorry to hear about your mother. Sending you positive vibes for strength.

    April 2018
    Me: 5
    B: 0
    DBF: 135
  • KnitOrMiss
    KnitOrMiss Posts: 10,103 Member
    @Llamapants86 - Also sending all the hugs and strength. Just know, that even if you take a step back, you can take comfort in the knowledge you can easily achieve again what you have today...BECAUSE YOU'VE DONE IT BEFORE...

    It's so hard, and I agree, food is always my coping technique, too. Tired? Stressed? Sad? Mad? Angry? etc...

    So all the hugs!
  • christinahul
    christinahul Posts: 1 Member
    April 2018
    Me: 3
    B: 3
    DBF: 3
  • brittdee88
    brittdee88 Posts: 1,873 Member
    April 2018
    Me: 6
    B: 0
    DBF: 136
  • lamlamsmakeover
    lamlamsmakeover Posts: 6,574 Member
    April 7

    Me: 4
    Binge: 3*

    DBF: 0
  • brittdee88
    brittdee88 Posts: 1,873 Member
    April 2018
    Me: 7
    B: 0
    DBF: 137
  • BarneyRubbleMD
    BarneyRubbleMD Posts: 1,092 Member
    April 7th:
    Me: 7
    B: 0
    DBF: 44
  • Llamapants86
    Llamapants86 Posts: 1,221 Member
    April 8
    Me:7
    B: 1

    DBF: 0

    My will power hung out until Sunday, then I just cracked. I am trying to not be too hard on myself. I know that breaking out of my binging is going to take time. This is just a set back, not a reason to give up.
  • brittdee88
    brittdee88 Posts: 1,873 Member
    @Llamapants86 a week is NOTHING to sneeze at. There were several years when I couldn't make it more than a couple of days. You've got this, and you have a great attitude to boot!

    April 2018
    Me: 8
    B: 0
    DBF: 138
  • Llamapants86
    Llamapants86 Posts: 1,221 Member
    April 9
    Me:8
    B: 1

    DBF: 1

    @brittdee88 thanks for the little boost. It's hard to talk about this to most people.
  • KnitOrMiss
    KnitOrMiss Posts: 10,103 Member
    @Llamapants86

    I read here all the time, but I don't post here as often, because tracking like this is a trigger for me...but I just wanted to say, you inspire me. Even though you struggle, you keep as positive as you can...

    Sometimes for me, it was as much as multiple times a day, I couldn't stop myself from something...

    Not it's far less, but that voice is still there in the back of my head. Some days I don't hear it anymore, and some days it's like one of those PTSD/torture experiments where they blare rock music so loud to keep you from sleeping, etc.

    So keep on, because those of us staying silent still watch and get empowered by those strong enough to post the struggle here, to update your ticker... (hugs)
  • brittdee88
    brittdee88 Posts: 1,873 Member
    edited April 2018
    @Llamapants86 keep on trucking along. I know things are really hard, and even though this is a small group, I am sure everyone is here to help and support you.

    April 2018
    Me: 9
    B: 0
    DBF: 139
  • brittdee88
    brittdee88 Posts: 1,873 Member
    April 2018
    Me: 10
    B: 0
    DBF: 140
  • Llamapants86
    Llamapants86 Posts: 1,221 Member
    @KnitOrMiss and @brittdee88 Thank you both for your kind words!

    I have been doing pretty good so far, I have struggled but that is ok.
    April 12
    Me:11
    B: 1

    DBF: 4
  • brittdee88
    brittdee88 Posts: 1,873 Member
    April 2018
    Me: 12
    B: 0
    DBF: 142
  • brittdee88
    brittdee88 Posts: 1,873 Member
    April 2018
    Me: 13
    B: 0
    DBF: 143
  • brittdee88
    brittdee88 Posts: 1,873 Member
    April 2018
    Me: 14
    B: 0
    DBF: 144
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