Eating disorder recovery and fitness

Hi! My name is Sunny. I have had disorded eating since I was thirteen, which had slowly been getting better, over the years. Now that I'm at the point where I can eat, and my relationship is good enough that I'm able to eat 1-2 meals a day with lots of snacking. Now that I have a gym membership (mostly because I'm a van life-er and I need to take showers) I want to get back into weight lifting, and with getting active again means I need to eat more, Wich means I need to eat better. I hope to make some friends who can at least somewhat relate :)