Binging and Purging - One of many Consequences

Hi all,

I Haven't posted or introduced myself in this group yet but im pretty standard with a few exceptions. I have bipolar disorder, I have a food addiction. I am taking meds for my bipolar which help, when I dont puge....my overconsuming food is overy part of my life, its all I do. I think about food all the time, I dream about food when im sleeping, I went to professional cooking school 11 years ago.... nobody did this to me, I just LOVE food! But since I lost 50 lbs, I dont want to gain it all back. What happens then? Purging. And what happens after enough of that? Crazy bipolar and now I have Gastritis which I have to take a PPI for :(

I want this cycle to stop. I should mention my husband is fron the filippines and loves food (although he doesn't purge) and the combo of us together leads to a lod of bing eating and drinking. Im so tired of this. Just had a big binge today... :(

I should mention im eating right now.

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  • Sandytoes71
    Sandytoes71 Posts: 463 Member
    Hey hun, I wish I had some words of wisdom, but all I can offer is an internet hug :) Hang in there ♥
  • CrazyWhiskers
    CrazyWhiskers Posts: 63 Member
    Thanks friend :)

    Everyday is a struggle, but I can always just try my best and thats all I can do :)