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amynorth132
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Hey Everyone! Hope this finds you all well and happy. I’m an emotional eater and I struggle with this so much. I need to loose over 100 lbs. I live in constant fear of dying. It is relentless. It’s ruining my life. I’m afraid to do the things I once loved to do- ride my horse, travel, etc…
This is from years of health-trauma:
In my 20s I was diagnosed w cancer (after being misdiagnosed with” cat scratch fever,”) had to have my spleen removed and then get blasted w radiation - I survived although the radiation wreaked havoc in my body.
In my 30s I nearly lost my eyesight w holes and tears and detachments in both eyes.
In my 40’s my left vocal cord became paralyzed and I had to have a prosthetic one.
And I am now 53 and 3 years out of open heart surgery to replace part of my aorta, aortic valve and root. I coded the next day and thanks to a blood transfusion and CPR I’m alive again. Every ache, pain, flutter, off beat heartbeat sends me directly to the refrigerator. I’m diabetic too.
December 31 I got to spend the New Year in the hospital due to uncontrolled bleeding. This resulted in a 12 day stay. I ate my way through this as well.
So, I'm here. Trying to find comfort and support and anyone with similar experiences and any ideas that will help me beat this
This is from years of health-trauma:
In my 20s I was diagnosed w cancer (after being misdiagnosed with” cat scratch fever,”) had to have my spleen removed and then get blasted w radiation - I survived although the radiation wreaked havoc in my body.
In my 30s I nearly lost my eyesight w holes and tears and detachments in both eyes.
In my 40’s my left vocal cord became paralyzed and I had to have a prosthetic one.
And I am now 53 and 3 years out of open heart surgery to replace part of my aorta, aortic valve and root. I coded the next day and thanks to a blood transfusion and CPR I’m alive again. Every ache, pain, flutter, off beat heartbeat sends me directly to the refrigerator. I’m diabetic too.
December 31 I got to spend the New Year in the hospital due to uncontrolled bleeding. This resulted in a 12 day stay. I ate my way through this as well.
So, I'm here. Trying to find comfort and support and anyone with similar experiences and any ideas that will help me beat this
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