Need support

Hi all, My name is Bailey and I am a 30 year old wife and mother of 2. I am a Special Educator and a Zumba Instructor. I have struggled with my weight my whole life. Throughout my life, I have lost and gained more pounds than I can count. I am 5'8'' and weighed my highest weight, 330lbs, almost 2 years ago. Since then, I was able to get down to 249lbs, but started gaining weight again and got back up to 278lbs. I am a food addict.
I am determined to get out of the 200's. I have been focused for a week and have lost 5lbs, now at 273lbs. I desperately want to be healthy. I want to be able to eat without over doing it all the time. I want to be in control of my life. I have the exercise part under control. I love the gym and am in there 4-6 times a week. I love group exercise classes. I love weight training. I love Zumba and I love to teach Zumba classes. I have been told that people feel comfortable in my classes because I am a bigger girl. But instead of being comforted by this, I just feel fat.
I will win this battle. I need support from people who understand my struggle. Please friend me and we can support each other!
:happy: Bailey