So glad I found this group!

TwistedHeart30

Hi....I wanted to tell you that I am so glad someone started a group to be able to talk about benge eating without feeling ashamed or embarassed. As long as I can remember I have been a benge eater. Even as a child I would eat normally in front of people and then go benge when no one was around. People either ignored the issue or chastized me for overeating. Which made me feel alone and kind of like a freak. Very,very few have ever seen me benge eat, matter of fact only onet. I would then wait for nobody to be around and I would hide and sneak food. If I was alone I just could not stop myself. I was almost a silent joke amongst certain people. (that would only make it worse) Now at thirty years old I am still in this same routine as an adult. Literally food is in my thoughts 24//7 and I need to figure out how to overcome this. I need to figure out why I do this to myself. I need to make sure I do noy pass this on to my little girl. I still sneak food and hide this fact about me. The only one who is around now to know truely how bad it is, is my husband, it is a secret to everyone else that is in my life. He sees it, watches it, and supports me the best way he knows how through all of my issues, yet I still sneak. He has never put me down about this, he tells me how much he loves me and how beautiful I am literally everyday. I have held my weight down until some major personal problems arose and a pregnancy. Now I am just out of control. I have went from being a thick active person to being a sedetary obese person. Today is my first day here and today is the first day of change for me. I think with this group to lean on I might just meet my gaols.

CrazyWhiskers

I am glad I found this group as well. Makes me feel less alone, but with knowing other people are stuggling as well, it isnt as bad.