RunawayCurves Member

I am still here :)

I live In "Hove actually" of Brighton and Hove UK

I rearranged my living room furniture to a better functioning arrangement.

Must go dig out my long neglected vitamin stash ;)

I am glad you now have an explanation and hope the fix works well for you :)

Well done that is amazing :)

I am here :)

I change my plan quite often depending how I am feeling and what I can manage to stick to. I also fall off my plans quite often then change things up again to get back on a healthier eating plan. For me weight loss wise very low carb works best. At the moment I am recovering from a bad IBS flare up resulting from junk food…

I found a local health walks group so went out with them today. I think it was around two miles country walking through varied terrain with hills so felt like more.

The boyfriend is called a sociopathic narcissist , I lived with one just like that for 6 months. He was very charismatic and full of declarations of love and how he wanted to marry me and have children etc. He was really over the top with it very keen to move in with me. Once he moved in he could not sustain the mr nice…

Lots of green veg. I eat lots of spinach especially with meals, fresh baby spinach seems to work as an appetite suppressant for me while carbs tend to make me more hungry but that is just me. We all have to experiment to find what works best individually.

You can lose 100lb, I have done it before and slowly found it again , now losing it again.

Thanks Claire, if I ever do cross the line in to being diabetic I hold out very little hope I would control it properly during the downs, I would just binge eat crap and take loads of insulin or go for death by sugar rush which would be a dangerous possibility when depression at its worst so yes fingers crossed blood sugar…

Thanks Smurphy90. It is nice to know there are others who understand though I too would not wish it on anyone. I made a quick dash to corner shop once during past 7 days and I only just barely made it back in time to my bathroom to not have an accident. Just can not trust body at all when gastric system gets that…

2.8 Miles walking about for shopping and doctor's visit.

I do not think I have crossed the line in to full blown diabetes yet, I usually am warned I am pre-diabetic but actually had my blood sugar and cholesterol tested today so will find out when those results are back. All I can offer is empathy and sympathy. Ever since I hit puberty I have been permanently exhausted and it…

Add me, I am back to being able to move again :)

I am here and scales were back down to 301lb this morning, just shows how much fluid retention can sway things.

Yes that is great. Anyone can enter just by clicking link on first post.

I confess I tend to lean a bit toward pessimism by default but I do try to see the positives too. *Prepare for worst, hope for best and good stuff is a pleasant surprize. *Look for the best in others and treat them accordingly while also being a bit guarded on some level until proven one way or the other. *I have numerous…

I have not been on the prescription lithium before, I was on Sodium valproate which did not work and lamotrigine which made me worse and aripiprazole which did not work and lots of other things I can not remember. I have tried Lithium orotate which can be purchased from amazon, I heard good things about it but did not work…

Great to see so many people on board with this. I suspect I will not lose anything this month but am still hopeful of achieving the overall goal.

I am still here, was back to zombie state yesterday and today after having felt a bit better saterday. Been very unwell with gastric issues recently. I think because I was angelic for a few weeks then fell off wagon when mood crashed, the contrast drove my IBS to mega flare up, that or I have food poisoning. I still…

Yes I sometimes forget. In my minds eye I am 100lb less. I do have mirrors in my home so am desensitised to seeing my reflection. For some reason I remain shocked by mirrors in gyms or reflection in shop windows. Anytime I go under 300lb part of my brain declares I am now slim even though I know that is not true. Having…

Today I woke up about 3pm which due to bipolar has become normal recently. Once I got up though I felt human for first time in weeks and had a shower, changed my bed clothes, caught up with washing up pile and cloths washing pile. It does not sound like much but it is massive progress from being semi-comatose for weeks. I…

My food intake has been rubbish for last two weeks or so, been really ill with bipolar and also gastric upset which often go hand in hand for me. I hate it so much. Always the same pattern. First I very abruptly feel utterly exhausted and very weak so every movement is a huge effort, next I notice my mood drops into a…

I am here and more importantly am out of bipolar sleep zombie coma

I am still around, just not well still

Sounds heavenly Rob I never had any friends at school apart from occasional person who could not speak English or was having a crisis and would hang out with me for few weeks then move on. I had hundreds of bullies though. It taught me that vast swathes of humanity are evil 5hits and most of the rest turn a blind eye. I…

I am Laura, If you want to you can change your username in the main settings but site only allows you to change it once. I do tend to think of you as a possum in a box of sweet pastries, I think of everyone as whatever the pictures are no matter how little sense that makes. I think that might be to do with my aspie brain.…