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  • 3/2 - less than usual. hopefully i skip buying a bottle on the way home today. no AF days yet in 2020 3/3 - dont ask 3/4 - 3/4 of normal. went to bed on time instead of passing out in front of TV 3/5 - about 1/2 of normal but had way to much feed yesterday. fell asleep fine but woke up many times. 3/6 - oh boy 3/7 - much…
  • 3/2 - less than usual. hopefully i skip buying a bottle on the way home today. no AF days yet in 2020 3/3 - dont ask 3/4 - 3/4 of normal. went to bed on time instead of passing out in front of TV 3/5 - about 1/2 of normal but had way to much feed yesterday. fell asleep fine but woke up many times. 3/6 - oh boy 3/7 - much…
  • 3/2 - less than usual. hopefully i skip buying a bottle on the way home today. no AF days yet in 2020 3/3 - dont ask 3/4 - 3/4 of normal. went to bed on time instead of passing out in front of TV 3/5 - about 1/2 of normal but had way to much feed yesterday. fell asleep fine but woke up many times. 3/6 - oh boy 3/7 - much…
  • 3/2 - less than usual. hopefully i skip buying a bottle on the way home today. no AF days yet in 2020 3/3 - dont ask 3/4 - 3/4 of normal. went to bed on time instead of passing out in front of TV 3/5 - about 1/2 of normal but had way to much feed yesterday. fell asleep fine but woke up many times. 3/6 - oh boy 3/7 - much…
  • 3/2 - less than usual. hopefully i skip buying a bottle on the way home today. no AF days yet in 2020 3/3 - dont ask 3/4 - 3/4 of normal. went to bed on time instead of passing out in front of TV 3/5 - about 1/2 of normal but had way to much feed yesterday. fell asleep fine but woke up many times.
  • 3/2 - less than usual. hopefully i skip buying a bottle on the way home today. no AF days yet in 2020 3/3 - dont ask 3/4 - 3/4 of normal. went to bed on time instead of passing out in front of TV
  • 3/2 - less than usual. hopefully i skip buying a bottle on the way home today. no AF days yet in 2020
  • 2/25 -- first report in 2020. i had slightly less last night. 2/26 -- i usually drink from the time i get home till bed time. stopped drinking an hour before bed. i guess its a start but still 4 hours of heavy drinking!
  • 2/25 -- first report in 2020. i had slightly less last night.
  • just a guess but 2019 has had the most sober days in my adult life. i did 20ish days early on this year, not in a row but tried to only drink on weekends. i would like to get back to that. or just a night cap.
  • i used to say i wish days were 36 hours long. then i could sleep for 12 hours and stay awake for 24 hours. if i am not drinking i am tinkering with something.
  • drank half my normal last night. had bad dreams and woke up shaking, sweating, and in pain but i do not think it was from the dreaming. tonight i do not plan on buying a bottle. probably should have tapered down longer but i realize i finish the bottle or pass out. hopefully i see you all tomorrow. 12/13 - well i made it…
  • i weigh myself almost every day and have had as much as an 11 pound change in 24 hours. since my scale tells me a lot of information i wait to see my hydration level when i see big changes, a change from 53% down to 47% can mean a big difference on pounds alone.
  • drank half my normal last night. had bad dreams and woke up shaking, sweating, and in pain but i do not think it was from the dreaming. tonight i do not plan on buying a bottle. probably should have tapered down longer but i realize i finish the bottle or pass out. hopefully i see you all tomorrow. 12/13 - well i made it…
  • novusDies - i did not disagree with you. just venting about my being dependent on things i can and will change. rage for me is stated as an excellent motivator.
  • i do not always do things the healthiest way. right now i am all fueled up with rage against my dependencies on food, alcohol, and nicotine.
  • drank half my normal last night. had bad dreams and woke up shaking, sweating, and in pain but i do not think it was from the dreaming. tonight i do not plan on buying a bottle. probably should have tapered down longer but i realize i finish the bottle or pass out. hopefully i see you all tomorrow. 12/13 - well i made it…
  • drank half my normal last night. had bad dreams and woke up shaking, sweating, and in pain but i do not think it was from the dreaming. tonight i do not plan on buying a bottle. probably should have tapered down longer but i realize i finish the bottle or pass out. hopefully i see you all tomorrow. 12/13 - well i made it…
  • my car did feel full on the drive home. all my flasks and whisky bottles are empty since i typically finish what i start! all i have in the house is enough vodka (leftover bloody mary sunday) for about one stiff drink (maybe 4-6oz) but i don't like vodka much! learned how to loose weight 2 years ago without exercise. 2…
  • drank half my normal last night. had bad dreams and woke up shaking, sweating, and in pain but i do not think it was from the dreaming. tonight i do not plan on buying a bottle. probably should have tapered down longer but i realize i finish the bottle or pass out. hopefully i see you all tomorrow. 12/13 - well i made it…
  • drank half my normal last night. had bad dreams and woke up shaking, sweating, and in pain but i do not think it was from the dreaming. tonight i do not plan on buying a bottle. probably should have tapered down longer but i realize i finish the bottle or pass out. hopefully i see you all tomorrow. 12/13 - well i made it…
  • drank half my normal last night. had bad dreams and woke up shaking, sweating, and in pain but i do not think it was from the dreaming. tonight i do not plan on buying a bottle. probably should have tapered down longer but i realize i finish the bottle or pass out. hopefully i see you all tomorrow. 12/13 - well i made it…
  • i have been gone a long time. HI everyone. drank half my normal last night. had bad dreams and woke up shaking, sweating, and in pain but i do not think it was from the dreaming. tonight i do not plan on buying a bottle. probably should have tapered down longer but i realize i finish the bottle or pass out. hopefully i see…
  • i have been gone a long time. HI everyone. drank half my normal last night. had bad dreams and woke up shaking, sweating, and in pain but i do not think it was from the dreaming. tonight i do not plan on buying a bottle. probably should have tapered down longer but i realize i finish the bottle or pass out. hopefully i see…
  • sure do like burger night!!! and just over 1600cal
  • today’s plan. Don't buy a bottle. 4/22 - okay, 13 days of binge drinking are over with. This time I am not going to quit cold turkey like last time. For the next couple days, I will allow a night cap or 2 so I can tapper off, the shakes and sleepless nights scared me last month. 4/23 - it’s going to be a short tapering…
  • today’s plan. Don't buy a bottle. 4/22 - okay, 13 days of binge drinking are over with. This time I am not going to quit cold turkey like last time. For the next couple days I will allow a night cap or 2 so I can tapper off, the shakes and sleepless nights scared me last month.
  • today’s plan. Don't buy a bottle. 4/1 – I had one heck of a Sunday. Back on the wagon today. 4/2 – AF – ate like a pig 4/3 – AF – kid pissed me off and I wanted a drink so badly. Kid??? 21-year-old toddler is more like it!!! 4/4 – I let the toddlers stupid behavior get to me. Needed a day/night without grinding teeth from…
  • today’s plan. Don't buy a bottle. 4/1 – I had one heck of a Sunday. Back on the wagon today. 4/2 – AF – ate like a pig 4/3 – AF – kid pissed me off and I wanted a drink so badly. Kid??? 21-year-old toddler is more like it!!! 4/4 – I let the toddlers stupid behavior get to me. Needed a day/night without grinding teeth from…
  • today’s plan. Don't buy a bottle. 4/1 – I had one heck of a Sunday. Back on the wagon today. 4/2 – AF – ate like a pig 4/3 – AF – kid pissed me off and I wanted a drink so badly. Kid??? 21-year-old toddler is more like it!!! 4/4 – I let the toddlers stupid behavior get to me. Needed a day/night without grinding teeth from…
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