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Well, I finally ate. I had a burrito bowl from Chipotle. Brown rice, black beans, tomato salsa, and corn salsa. My mood has definitely improved. Washed it down with some water and a few of their chips. Thank you guys for your concern. I don't ever want to go through that again. I'm gonna have to go back and retrace my…

It might have been fun if not for being hungry. I was in such a bad mood all day. And, the park didn't have anything appealing for lunch. Gonna have to get something soon.

LOL. Let's not go crazy. :)

Haven't been drinking either. We went to a local wildlife park today. So not much opportunity for that. Mexican might be okay, but I don't know.

I understand that, but it still doesn't make the decision any easier.

It does matter. If I eat and I'm not satisfied I'll just keep binge eating and that's not good.

I used to like all the things that you mentioned, but even they don't appeal anymore. They just seem boring at this point. I live with family, but they aren't helping much. I do appreciate the concern.

No. Not since yesterday at lunchtime.

I am 29. Just lost my full time job due to closure of the business. No insurance. Also, I appreciate your concern.

Can't afford the doctor.

I mean that's good advice for the future.

Glad someone understands the texture thing.

There's nothing good in my area. It's either salad or side dishes. 😒

Can't handle shakes, at all. And should see a doctor, but can't.

Awww. That's amazing.

No. I went to bed.

Has nothing to do with "being an adult".

Maybe, but if I could force eat... I would have done it already.

That's actually helpful. I fear that list would be short though. There's not much i can force eat. I've gotten into the habit of only eating things that are satisfying or "make me happy". If that makes sense.

That's the problem. I can't just "eat anything".

I don't do shakes or smoothies of any kind. It's a texture thing. I have no sense of smell, and my sense of taste is seriously impeded. So, texture is big for me. Not sick. And, yes recently my life has kinda gone to the crap hole. Stressed, depressed, and anxious are definitely words I would use. Also, no insurance. So,…

Not vegan. Just vegetarian. And, "junk" is junk food, and anything gross like yogurt, whipped cream, jello, mousse, etc.

This is what I'm afraid of. But, I don't know where that would have come from.

I just don't want to eat a bunch of junk. I just want to eat one thing and be done.

I don't eat meat.

Meh. I need more of a meal. Everytime this happens all anyone can think of is snacks. That's not what I need. A cause would be nice. A meal would be nice. Something satisfying would be nice. I apologize if I'm coming across as really rude or crabby. I'm just hungry. :(

I've never liked yogurt. It just has a weird texture.

I don't like salt on my watermelon.

No flu. And, fruit might taste good. But, I need something more substantial.

I do. But, even that doesn't sound like something I want.