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I hate being big and I hate that everyone insists I love it and mention it all the time.

Why would you find me CUTE after getting a glimpse of my stats? I'll regret asking, but why would you find me attractive?

I would like to be able to have a beer or cocktail or two with someone if they ask me. It doesn't happen all that often, especially with Covid. I am not going to be one of those people who order a Coke at the bar since everyone knows that means you're an alcoholic. Otherwise, I want to quit. If I'm not having a social…

I'm trying to keep semi-busy, doing laundry and a little picking up in the basement. I'm not craving booze right now. I feel slightly sick, not quite to the point of barfing, but I am jittery. I only drink to get drunk; with the Covid on, I don't have people inviting me out to bars. Part of me is still saying, "Come…

Ugh...I did a four-hour Zoom call last month.

I always wonder how long it takes for food to go from your mouth to fat on your body. Sometimes I'll weigh heavy after a couple of good days and I'll tell myself that my body was processing the food (and alcohol) from when I was being bad, and this is the result.

I temped at Hustler for a few weeks in 2001. I never ran into Flynt in his gold-plated wheelchair, though the offices there were like you'd expect: tacky. Lots of Greek columns, reproductions of old paintings, black marble... I did find it amusing that the waiting rooms are all stocked with Hustler publications. So if you…

Went out for a walk about half an hour ago. Every day, I say to myself, "I'll just have two or three tallboys." I get them, drink them, and then curse my body for having built up such a tolerance that I'm not even buzzing. "Quit now, you'll already have to climb Mt. Everest to get rid of all these extra calories. Ever…

I love being cold and then warming up. It's currently 13 degrees outside and I have a window cracked. For awhile, I took off my hoodie and just wore a T-shirt. Plus I'm listening to one of those 10-hour YouTube videos with a "blizzard snowstorm in the snowy mountains." While it sucks to have to go downstairs to take a whiz…

No patty-fingers, if you please.

I tend to get a lot of junk promising "hot Asian women" (not my pref...maybe they found out I traveled to Asia a year ago?) or "mature women" decades older than me.

Cursing myself because I answered the phone and got a call about my expiring car warranty. I hung up right away, but now my number will be listed as live and I'll be getting junk calls from "the Investigative Department of the IRS" and from Social Security saying my number will be blocked permanently due to "suspicious…

It wasn't really the drinking or the pot smoking... Just being able to do stuff without all the commitments people have now. A lot of people still have the stupid belief that you haven't truly grown up until you have kids. I don't dislike kids and I can enjoy kid stuff (last week I went sledding with my cousin's kids), but…

Right on. People like that usually strike me as phony.

Contradictory answer: Auschwitz. And by some strange bit of serendipity, I was the only one in the whole camp.

I'm 43 and I often feel bad about those lost times. A lot of the fun stops after your 20s or 30s.

I'm a guy, but I don't date partially because I resent women (ppl in general, really) commenting on my height and size. I feel horrible about myself when people notice and hate that it's the first (and often only) thing people see.

Anyone who comments on my height or size. I don't want to date anyone who notices how tall or big I am.

Anyone who says, "I love how small I feel next to you." It makes me feel horrible.

It's not even 1 pm and I just got a notice that I'm about halfway to my 150 "zone minutes." Does that mean it thinks I've been exerting myself this whole time? I've done nothing physically active today beyond driving to the store and back and going up and down the stairs. Plus chasing my cat once down two flights to see…

I'm just starting today both with MFP and with a Fitbit Versa 3. Ulp...my heart rate while typing this is 98.

I'm hand-entering a fair amount of recipes because I get them from books. You always need to check (for example, "1 onion" comes up as "1 oz onion", so I usually put "1 cup onion") after it pulls all the ingredients, but the REALLY crazy stuff happens when using name brand stuff. I'm making pulled pork that uses 1/4 cup of…

I'll let you know tomorrow...I set my new Versa 3 up and downloaded both apps and it says it has synced, though I'm not going to start tracking till tomorrow. I never liked wearing a wristwatch and stopped before I even got out of college, so I'm wondering if I'm going to like this thing.

Aloha.

Watched "Grumpy Old Men" with Lemmon and Matthau last night. Wasn't as funny as when I was young, but still had some decent laughs.

Right on. I may never be able to really feel attractive, but I know I can at least improve what I have.

I passed a Mount Olive Baptist Church while walking last week and was reminded that when Napoleon went to Mount Olive, Popeye got pissed.

I miss before everyone was married and had kids, back when they wanted to do fun stuff. I also miss the time when there was a world for adults and for children, and not everything you did had to be focused on "will the kids enjoy it?" or "is it appropriate for children"?

This one is notable because it looks like it was filmed all in one cut. They did it by having someone pass in front of the camera each time the reel ran out.