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I've had a bad, bad day. I want to binge, but just binged 4/13. Every other day is my norm. I'm not getting treatment for B.E.D, but have been diagnosed, as if that was even necessary. All in all, it just kind of made things worse. I'm over my calories already, but have manifested some sort of false hungry that can't be…

Thanks! There is a lot more where that came from, lol. I agree! Also I might mention, he's gained about 60 lbs, impregnated the girl who he cheated with, and just got evicted. Normally I am not that kind of person, but he deserves it.

I log it as walking. If you went on a 3 hour walk at 2.0mph, would you log it then? Just because you were preoccupying yourself, doesn't meant you didn't burn calories. That being said, if you go on a 3 hour walk at 2.0mph every single day.. I'd say you should change your activity levels instead. Up to you, OP!

I'm not entirely sure what's going on, but I can't edit mine. I'll do that as soon as it lets me. :flowerforyou:

-Broccoli, steamed with a little lemon juice and garlic. -Green beans, steamed with a little olive oil and garlic.. garlic salt for a treat :love: -Carrots, cold or in soups/stews. -Onions ON EVERYTHING. -Green peppers, sliced/diced in food or stuffed and roasted! -Poblano peppers, stuffed and baked - fried with egg batter…

My ticker is of my dog Gus (left) and my good friend's dog Rocky (right). They're best friends! :love:

April 13 2013: Jaimee: 9 Binge: 4 (4/1, 4/5, 4/6, 4/13) Days did not log the binge: 2 (4/1, 4/13) Binge Dates: Drinking bender on 4/1. Drinking bender on 4/5. Fazoli's with a friend on 4/6. Another Fazoli's run 4/13, wtf! I did not log at all 4/13. I did very bad, it started with lunch, and kept going through an entire box…

You look aboslutely beautiful. Your shape is awesome! I have PCOS, and carry ALL of my weight in my stomach.. not to mention a few wobbly bits elsewhere! I'm so jealous, and proud at the same time! Way to go, embrace this. You're a fantastic motivation! :flowerforyou:

I eat 50-100 grams of carbs per normal day. It suits me well, keeps me feeling just fine. I also have PCOS, low carb/dairy works for me (and it's about the only thing that does). Go to your doctor if you're thinking low carb. Honestly if you don't need to go low carb, why would you? Carbs are soooooooooooo good. :glasses:

Those seem like very real and likely answers! I've heard binges classified as going 50 calories over before and I have to be honest, it's somewhat offensive. :grumble: For me, a binge seems to be the times where I give up and say 'Yes, we can go to Olive Garden and eat 1500 calories in pasta because I don't feel like doing…

Wow, that's a very noticeable loss! Way to go!

This! Seafood is great! I buy frozen shrimp that's easy to thaw and toss in some olive oil. You can usually buy prepackaged frozen cod/tilapia fillets, too! Also protein shakes or bars; but be careful with bars, they tend to be high in carb so the ratio is off. I usually try to eat foods with a higher protein amount than…

Usually I don't post on these because they tend to get buried, but you are looking hot! Way to go, you're inspiration to me! :love:

April 10 2013: Jaimee: 7 Binge: 3 (4/1, 4/5, 4/6) Days did not log the binge: 1 (4/1) Binge Dates: Drinking bender on 4/1. Drinking bender on 4/5. Fazoli's with a friend on 4/6. Not doing so hot, but I have been doing better for the last couple 5 days or so!

Height: 5'2" Age/Gender: 23/female Highest weight- 199lbs Current Weight- 180.8lbs Lowest weight- 110lbs Goal weigh- 125lbs I still have forever to go and feel like I lose more motivation every day! :(

Last summer, so 6-8 months. It's motivation, for sure.

Des Moines, IA. I'd consider it home because I spent most of my life here, but I'd move elsewhere if given the chance!

April 5 2013: Jaimee: 3 Binge: 2 (4/1, 4/5) Days did not log the binge: 1 (4/1) Binge Dates: Drinking bender on 4/1. Drinking bender on 4/5. Missed my goal of one alcohol bender. Had 1286 calories in alcohol, 150 carb, 138 sugar. I would have stayed for the pizza afterwards too, if the alcohol didn't have me almost…

Finally. Also my diary is open, and I'm open to new friendships for support. April 2013: Jaimee: 2 Binge: 1 (4/1) Days did not log the binge: 1 (4/1) Drinking bender on 4/1. EDIT: I realized that I ate a slice of trigger food, but I stopped myself from going further. That's a win to me, not a fail. I need to stop beating…

This! For a snack, 1 square of Midnight Reverie w/ 1 tbsp peanut butter. Cures my sweet tooth for an entire day, 155 calories. :glasses:

I think if it were this simple, a lot of us wouldn't be on MFP. OP, I'm the apple shape too. If I had a nickel for every time someone asked me if I was pregnant, well.. I'd have 15 cents. Still hurts. :cry:

My mom bought this diet book that was written in the 70s, before a lot of scientific studies were out. It explains how, as a busy woman, you only need 430 calories per day - and even that was pushing it. I don't remember the name of the book, but it's horrible. She'll eat maybe 300 calories per day, and then get upset when…

I don't celebrate Easter, but had some Ghirardelli 86% with a tbsp of PB this morning. So good. :drinker:

Can we do this for April!? I really missed out here!! :sad:

Pizza, ANY fruit snacks. I can take down 3 boxes of Gushers in a sitting. :huh:

Thank you so much for sharing this with me. It brought a tear to my eye. You are strong, and I hope I will be that way too. I am so sick and tired of the up and down, back and forth. I'm an empty shell too. I have tried therapy, and it didn't work - but stubbornness is not unusual for me. But you've encouraged me enough to…

Way to go!! Keep up this motivation!

Pizza, crab rangoon, pickles, cheese, garlic, salt, pasta, sugar. All trigger foods. :frown:

Quitting an addiction. I replaced substance with food. I am a compulsive binge eater, it's like a drug. I also got comfortable in a 3yr relationship with someone who cheated, dumped me, took all of my money and ruined my finances. I have barely a support system, and the one I do is very unhealthy.

5'2, currently at 180 :embarassed:, and have a goal weight of 125. In all, I have about 55lbs to lose. Feel free to add!