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Thank you so much for the suggestion. I am under a lot of pressure right now, I think I am subconciously looking for control of something... idk... hopefully in a few hours I will pull through

I don't really eat with people...I never have. Truthfully besides the poeple I talk to on here, and Sandy ( my partner) I don't even have people to go eat with. Even before the ED. Now that I have been to treatment, it made it harder to even want to eat wtih my family. They can be very critical not meaning to be. Eating…

Asparagus Chicken Talipia Sweet Potatoe Low sodium rice cakes steel cut oats fruit Egg whites 99% fat free ground turkey

I record every single calorie of a binge and purge... it feels disgusting and helps to keep me from doing it.

I am not going to lie... I have reported mulitple people at our local Kroger. I can not stand it when somone has something smart to say about the food I buy. I have called managers out, I have called cashiers out. Nothing gets me hotter than to talk about my food. I don't know why it is such a hot button for me, but it is.…

I weigh daily... only because I want to know...

2 cups of lettace 2 oz of chicken 2 tbsp of light balsamic dressing lipton diet green tea :-)

I am working toward 155... I will be a size 6 then and plenty small enough

I can tell you mine has very little to do with my weight. I use my weight as a way to cover up a lot of other things... Today I had a huge break through. I think I am headed in the right direction.

I like my eyes... they are like my moms. I like my sence of humor, and how artistic I am.

I ended up in the ED unit at Johns Hopkins - personally it didn't help me. That is because I was not ready for it to help me. I went in and did what they told me. At the beginning of the hospitilization it was like I had my bacholors, but I came out with a Phd. I lost all the weight I had gain and some maybe a month after…

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Hi, I am Ali I am 26 and I live in the states I have been on MFP for almost a year... I have had problems with Disordered Eating since I was 11.... That was the first time that I made myself throw up. I have been in and out of IP for the last 7 years. Right now I am out and in "recovery". I go to therapy once a week right…

Oxygen, Woman's Fitness RX and the occasional Vouge :-)

Kris... where are you from ?

My legs have changed alot since I started running and doing - HIIT

lift, lots of ployo and remeber like your abs you can't spot reduce...

PM me and we can chat more....

I am from WV...

I am not going to lie... the older I get... the hotter I get. I am TOTALLY ok with that.

This is very frusterating... and why I NEVER post topics...

Thanyou for the validation... I have been adding around 100 extra during my period... Poeple use to say I was crazy when I said that I would loose the most weight during my period compared to the rest of the month... I KNEW I WASN"T CRAZY

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Just make sure you are getting water and fiber :-)

power aide zero - even with the sodium a gallon of water - yes I carry around a gallon of water packing my food everyday ( even the weekends) Muscle and Fitness / RX fitness magizine for motivation :-)

I personally wouldn't count it... becuase it makes me feel bloated

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