BlessedAndTotured

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"i 1000000% could not agree this is the parents fault" "my mom is partially to blame" So then your not 100% then if your contradicting yourself.

exactly. I mean, I never want to admit when im wrong. There was a time that no matter how wrong i was, in my head, i was always right. I've grown up and realised that my actions effect everyone else, and admitting your wrong is a very strong thing to do, people wont laugh or point fingers for admitting your wrong. Most…

parents are to blame. The little kid doesn't buy the food, the little kid doesn't cook it, and most of the time doesn't choose it. I was watching the show "super nanny", one of the women complained her obese diabetic son was sneaking junk food from the cupboards and eating sweets(candy), crisps(chips), cookies, chocolates…

thanks. i just see all these amazing weight loss stories and think 'what the hell why arnt i like that?' i know that ill get there one day because i dont want to live like this forever. i have good days and bad days.. mostly bad. but still. its gunna happen.

i dont really remember how long it took me, i started in january i would say it took me less than a month and i realised how easy it seemed to lose it and i thought "well if its this easy maybe i can get away with eating a few bits of junk" i started to slip back to how i used to eat. i just started MPF today. i gained…

hey:) im looking for a buddy too. i need to loose about the same amount as you, but thats just to get myself happy and healthy, feel free to add me.

It was suggested by my mum that i start therapy when i was 15. I down right refused. i cant stand the thought of it. Maybe one day i might man up and face the fear of sharing it with a professional. i guess i feel like they'll judge me for feeling like this, although i have plenty of reasons to be sad. i would also hate…

thanks, im scared, exited, and angry at myself for being this way. i rememer how much happier i felt when i was actually losing weight and i want that back. Im starting again tomorrow. I know it should start now but i feel a new day comes with a fresh start. -sigh-. i will do this, its so happening. I guess just hearing…

i gained about 45lbs in pregnancy. but i was 20lbs over my usual weight before i got pregnant because of birth control. i tried swapping snacks to health bars etc but i found it easier to just not snack at all. i would rather feel hungry than know ive just eaten some unnecessary calories. im 5,5 and 177lbs. im normally…

ive struggled on and off with depression since the age of 14. I hate the thought of therapy, i feel like they're my problems so i should be able to fix them. I'm extremely shy too and would hate to express my full self to somebody like that. It has gotten a little worse after having my baby but its mainly my weight that…

sheffield here :) free to add if you want :L i have no friends yet :l