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Seconded! That sounds awesome.

I’m back in the US! I even got away with a knife in my carry-on. Back on track with eating less, starting today!

It’s my last night in Russia!! Sniff sniff. Celebrating by going to the gay bar and getting drunk again. I’m going to miss this city so much...!

Awww, that’s so cute that he tries to help though.

Definitely a parenting win. I wonder what else you could condition them to do? XD

Bulimia tip: if you intentionally purge after drinking you can impress Russian boys with your ability to drink more than them and not pass out lolol Less than a week left!!! :o

Meh, I gave up studying and went to sleep (aka lay in my bed watching YouTube to celebrate the death of net neutrality) But I got an A- so it’s all good. Less than a week left here! I’m going out drinking with my tutor tonight. I told host mom I was going to a concert so she wouldn’t worry if I was out late, but I think…

Can confirm! Especially with the nostalgia factor. Double especially if it comes with frosting.

I (more by accident than conscious effort) haven’t purged today. *kitten* it all! *kitten* everything! I have to memorize 6 Russian texts for a phonetics exam tomorrow but instead I’m sitting on my phone making bulimia memes.

Eeeeek! I hope all is well with your inside pieces.

I LIVE for the ouch. It would be covering old scars anyway. Hahaha, so I say now. Maybe I’ll turn out to be a wimp if I ever do go through with it.

I ate a bagel and didn’t purge today. I mean, I purged twice before that, but I managed to have a meal + long conversation like a normal person without clawing my skin off!! And it was NICE! But tfw you’re trying to culturally assimilate but then you let it slip to your Russian friend that you hate men because they’re…

The drag show or the eating disorder? Lolol. In either case, she cannot know. Cannot.can.not.

Awww! I’m sorry. My grandmother always makes it too.

I finally got my mom used to the idea of a tattoo, but now what I really want is scarification... baby steps. Maybe for Christmas I’ll ask for a lip ring because then I won’t be able to eat or purge anymore.

A couple of weeks. I can function like this for years though, it’s nbd, I’m just being a drama queen. Not to mention I could stop any time I wanted.

Trying to think of a good excuse for why I’ll be out until 4 AM next weekend, as I don’t know how to say “drag show” in Russian and I’m not sure I should... in the meantime I have shamelessly given up fighting my disgusting goblin tendencies and the evidence of bulimia is accumulating faster than I can throw it away…

Phase of restricting my eating.

*shouting to empty house* pizza’s here!!!

Tfw you’ve already bought binge food once today so you consider going back to the store in sunglasses and a wig

Guess who didn’t binge and didn’t purge and didn’t eat “enough” and didn’t do her homework and didn’t make her decision today? This me. I saw swan lake though and I feel nice and floaty. Crossing my fingers to be entering a restrictive phase.

Same.

Decided to give up trying for the visa. ED is out of control, I might as well be on my own campus where I can check in with the health center that I’m not dying and have more control over my life.

Because I’m an idiot and I love suffering

You’re allowed to whine about something that annoying! Sounds awful. Allergies suck.

Scared I might have waited too long and actually *kitten* up my visa application. I love my college, so everything will be okay if I go back there instead of spending the semester in France, but I’m disappointed in myself that I keep *kitten* up my life on purpose anytime it gets too good. I’m thinking of making a bulimic…

@spamarie I can’t quote but wow, being a parent sounds exhausting. I promise not to complain about morning classes ever again ;) go you!

1600 calories and no purging again! Well, 1600 planned calories. Because I’m going to drink 600 calories’ worth of alcohol. Because that’s still cheaper than bulimia and work on your *kitten* in the order it’s killing you. AND I sent all my emails today. WOOP WOOP.

... healthy fats!!! (I just want to believe because I love peanuts.)

I *kitten* up and almost fainted in a Starbucks yesterday. Oops. Back on track today. Even though I ate a chocolate bar for lunch, but that’s normal-bad, not binging-bad. Am now preparing to write scary emails and then drink a liter of alcohol and hope my host mom doesn’t belong. It even comes in its own paper bag so you…