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tragically, my motivation was seeing my bf after we haven't seen each other for a while (he had to go away) but no it's just..what's the point..it's like I just gave up. and I know it's awful! I know that I should put myself first but since we are being honest...that's just the way I feel//didn't love me when I was skinny,…

let's do this! I mean it!! I am out of control...officially

you guys are awesome! i feel lucky with so much support! thanks everyone!

This is all very helpful you guys, thank you! Another question..if your body DOES end up going into starvation mode, how do you bounce back from it? From what I know, whatever you eat from that point on will be stored as fat = all your efforts and all the weight you've lost will come back. I've been having this metal taste…

I've been there and first of all, you need to stop weighting yourself :) limit to once per week. Make sure you est enough calories because otherwise your body might be going into starvation mode. Plus, it's normal to gain a bit of weight at first because muscle weights more than fat - you need to give it time to start…