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jgnatca- THAT'S SO CUTE!!!! =) I absolutely love it.

nineateseven- thank you for sharing your story. I am glad you are in a better place! My metabolism is something I am worried I am ruining since I had a great metabolism back before kids. I didn't want that to go and I am happy to know people can come back from it. I am painfully aware of my issues and it's good to know…

Your feelings are not immature or shallow. It's about self image, how we feel about ourselves. You are lucky to have a supportive spouse. Hang on to him! And like one of the previous posts mentioned, be healthy for the kids, your husband, and yourself. And don't give up trying![/quote] Thank you for the support and I love…

Once I get back to 125 I want to be able to be happy with it but everytime I hit a new goal it isn't enough. So I am worried this is spiralling out of control.

I do know that I am NOT setting a good example for my 2 daughters. I cook for them half the time (my husband the other half) and when I do I often "clean the kitchen" to avoid sitting and craving eating. I DO know this is unhealthy. Trust me when I say I absolutley know what I am doing is bad. I know this because I tried…

Thank you, Scott! I really needed that. He tells me all the time that he knows my body is different after having kids but that hes grateful for them. He tells me I am beautiful and I know he means it but there is a part of me that doesnt. I am lucky to have a husband who is very understanding of my mind set and knows of my…

Im vegetarian but many times I end up eating mainly vegan anyway lol. I am on a raw diet right now for a few weeks to detox a little from all the cheese I was eating =( I want new recipes too!

I know this is unhealthy but I dont eat really. I mainly use homemade smoothies for nutrition. I hate the feeling of being full! I feel gross. I just was wondering if anyone else has gone through this kind of thing while trying to lose weight.

Mine are 6 3 and 1. Ive struggled with it since I was in high school and was skinny anyway so I dont know why =(. Its just worse now because of baby weight

I looked up some information on BDD and it said that the disorder is often an obsession with a specific part of the body rather than the overall weight or shape. I am DEFINITELY more worried about my entire body. I dont know. Maybe I am just overweight and nothings wrong with me feeling that way?!

Thanks scott! Codilee87, when I see women my size (or close to) i usually think they look ok I wouldnt say "healthy and beautiful" I dont know. I guess I would need to see a specific person to say!

Going through this now. Ugh I almost DONT want to get better though. I dont know where I stand. I just want to feel ok.

you too! I keep looking at myself like " how did I gain this much in 40 weeks?!" I still had some weight from my last two....

awesome! I'll look up those groups. Congrats on your babies!