FattyWantADoughnut

Twice a day. Once in the morning and once at night.

SW: 245 CW: 191 GW: 186 (by end of October) Weigh in Dates: 10/8 -- 189 10/15 10/22 10/31 Total weight lost: The eeriest thing that has happened to me is that I've lost 50 pounds and not one person has noticed at all. :/

My problem is that one bad day totally ruins me and I start hating myself and then inevitably one bad day will turn into two, maybe three. Maybe a whole week. And then I have to mentally shake myself to get me back on track. .-. I wish I could be like entire bag of cookies guy though.

I love to knit! I don't do it to avoid food, but naturally food + knitting is bad (residue). I like to knit with a nice cup of tea though, it's so relaxing. :)

Skinnytaste.com has a great egg white egg nest recipe. If you make them ahead of time, it's so easy to just heat them up and go in the mornings throughout the week. The URL: http://www.skinnytaste.com/2011/06/hash-brown-egg-white-nests.html?m=1

I feel self concious every time I leave the house. I bought an exercise bike and exercise DVDs so I dont have to face the shame of public scrutiny.

Mine is public because idgaf.

Haha, I love this! She is so adorable :3

I was totally coming here to say that :))

I love it, haha! It keeps on me on track and gives me hope. haven't stuck with it for five weeks yet so I don't know if it is accurate or not, but so far it keeps me motivated. :)

Yes that happens to me sometimes. Drink more water and chew mint gum, it helps. Also warm tea soothes the stomach, maybe try that.

That doesn't happen to me. I am super meticulous about everything I enter; I can't go to sleep at night if my food diary isn't accurate.

For me it was a lot of things. I hate the way I look and feel. I feel so unwell, since I've gained 100 lbs I have been sick way more often, my feet hurt when I wake up in the morning, my thighs rub together uncomfortably, and it feels like the fat on my neck is suffocating me. I was never comfortable even just sitting. I…

I am so sorry you had to deal with that. :( It hurts my heart that people can be so ****ing mean. I have noticed that I am treated way differently now that I am fat. If people don't regard me with thinly veiled repulsion then they completely ignore me. Honestly though, i do everything I can to be invisible anyway... it's…

I agree with this so much. At my thinnest, I was weighing myself like 10+ times a day. It got really bad. This time around I am being very careful to resist the urge. I keep the scale under the bathroom cabinet and only take it out once or twice a week and no more than that.