Seeing myself as I am: I'm fat!!
And believe me, I didn't always saw myself as "fat" because most of the time, when I close my eyes, I'm there, slim. It's like I'm a slim girl trap in a fat suit. Thinking like that have lead me to where I am now. Needing to lose 55 lbs. I've once in 2010 lost 65lbs on my own, watching my calorie intake and exercising but…