I've done this before (but it's not deja vu)
Weight has been a struggle my whole life. Yo yo diets, disordered thoughts and eating, fad after fad after failure. In my "adult" life I've lost to a low of 135 (what i weighed as an overweight 12 year old) and gained to a high of 210. Although at this high i wasn't happy with my physical form at all, I was the happiest…