New here, on day 5 of p90x
I tried MFP and p90x separately a few years ago. Now I'm serious about it. It's SOOO HARD. Bleh. I do my best but I feel bad that i can barely do it. I'm hoping I don't lose motivation before the 90 days. I'm looking to lose 15 lbs by July, but I do want to continue working out after that. I eat mostly clean, cook at home,…