I feel a weight lifted just by joining you here.
Hi! I have been on MFP for a long time, but never really got into the boards. I tire of feeling like a failure each time I: 1. get motivated and gung ho and then 2: binge and feel like crap and can't get it back together and have to slink away from a group or admit that I have fallen off the wagon. Even now, I am in a…