Feeling so lost and alone
I've been down this path many times before. I was on this site a few years ago, did good and lost 35 pounds. Then it slowed down, I got depressed (over other things as well) and gained it all back and more. I'm the biggest I've ever been, 5'10 and weigh over 400 pounds. My left knee is messed up, and my lower back hurts. I…