I want to go back to Philmont
I've always had a weight problem. I grew up with euphemisms like 'husky', 'stocky', 'big boned' ect. 10 years ago I drooped a lot of weight with the help of Meridian (pharmaceutical meth). I don't think I slept a whole night that entire year LOL. I was down to 225 and that worked for me. At that time I was very active…