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first weigh – in; shock & horror
Well, this has been day one. Today I weighed myself for the first time in a long time. The magic number: 430.4 Lbs. Though at my heaviest before this particular weigh-in got close – 425, this is my absolute record high, and it's completely knocked me for six. Not that I have a right to be surprised, as I've spent the last…
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Panic attack at midnight
Well, I'm not entirely surprised. I am wide awake at midnight, and I'm feeling shaky and lightheaded. I know that I didn't get nearly enough calories today. However I did just eat some crackers and it doesn't seem to be making a difference at all 20 minutes later. Besides the light-headedness I am also constantly having…
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Hi, starting again.
Hi all, This is me, starting for real, I have to – it's urgent. Today I am celebrating my own Shrove Tuesday/Mardi Gras. I had some fishfingers for dinner, with a beer, two glasses of wine, and some chocolate Easter eggs for dessert. Tomorrow is the first day. I have just received a set of scales through Amazon that can…
